MONGABONG

Hey all! 

Im so sorry for the lack of updates this week.. been soooo busy with all my work in school and its now week 10 going week 11.

If you're a SMU student you will know what these dates mean. Simply means lots of sleepless nights and back to back meetings and all because most submissions are due on week 13/14.

Sigh. Those of you who've been following me on twitter (@mongabong) will notice that i've been so stressed up and I haven't been feeling at my best at all these days. Which also explains the previous blog post. 

NOTHING has been going my way, honestly. 

With the whole disappointment from the switching of courses, to meeting the profs to discuss my case but to no avail. On top of that, i've got 4 assignments that I need to work on and everyone is talking about bidding about next sem's mods & I have absolutely no idea what mods to take.

Doesnt help when my good accounting friends will be away next semester and I don't know who to take my accounting mods with :/

I guess the problem with me is that I am always stressed up at people who are more stressed up than I am - makes me feel like im not doing enough, or im not matching up to the standard. 

One big advise I'd give to anyone choosing their universities now, is that if you are intending to come to SMU, be prepared to slog from day 1. You HAVE to, don't end up like me. 

Perhaps wallowing in self-pity isn't the best way out (like duh) and I know it myself, somewhere deep inside. But i just cant help it. Just praying that things will get better as time goes by ? 

Idk, i don't really have a choice now do I..

In the mean time, don't forget me okay guys?:( I know i've neglected this space for a really long time and coming back with this ranting entry isn't the best thing I can offer, but please bear with me through this two weeks!

Some visuals from my Instagram (too lazy to bring my camera out as all I do is stay in school or rush to places for shoots and rush back to school again zzz)

4.3 is a student operated cafe in my school and its REALLY good. Its a pity they don't operate on weekends, if not i'd definitely recommend this cafe to everyone! 

Had two back-to-back shoots yesterday. Was literally rushing everywhere all over singapore like some mad woman. Not to mention cabbing like 4 times in a day OMG.

Hey guys!

It's been 3 weeks since school started and goshhh.. i've been pretty busy! I hope you guys don't feel neglected:(

So here I am back here for a little while to update you guys on my life and to remind you all that you're not forgotten!

Follow me on Instagram (@mongabong) for more daily updates! Im an addict >< 

Week 3 has just started and I was greeted by a presentation and a test. BOO

The rest of my week will be filled up by two other tests, and all that scrambling and panicking :( 

To all of you having exams out there, I FEEL YOU! But let's all hang in there and it will all be gone in a flash, keep praying! 

(easier said than done I know. HAHAHHA, but positivity all the way!!!!)

To the ones that are going through a tough time. Pick yourselves up and march on.

Sidenote/:

CNY in one week

Valentines in 2 weeks

BBG Sarie leaving in 2 weeks

Mid terms in 2.5 weeks

Recess week in 3 weeks

More mid terms in 4 weeks

Time, I need time. Trying to fit everyone and everything into my crazy schedule is really not easy.

But thank goodness I've been coping with the help of a few special someones and I am so grateful to their presence in my life. 

Remember, everything happens for a reason.

Even the ones that scarred, the ones that hurt you were there for a reason. 

They were there to remind you that you deserve so so much better, and i'm glad i'm starting to find my own definition of "better" now. 

Having these few special someones just makes going through each day so much more bearable.

Thank you daddy God for you, and you. 

xoxo,

Monggy